I know I can’t gauge my intellectual development on the amount of books I’m reading, but this suffocation is killing me. You know how much I hate stagnation. It’s all about relativity - how the world is progressing but you’re not. Talk about opportunity costs and prioritizing resources - Which, in this case, is time. Unreplenishable. I’m not saying I don’t like what I’m studying now. In fact, the intellectual vigour this requires is intense and I’m learning about stuff I truly love. It’s just that I want to be more a part of this world at the same time. But there is a price given my circumstances… Given these circumstances.
You… you’re holding me back.